Update Until Tonight


 Figured I'd post quick and will be back later tonight. I have a migraine from the double ear infection, and sinus infection and feel like crap from colonoscopy and everything else. 

I have to have another colonoscopy in a year and have to do a two day prep because there was still a lot of 💩 in there and because of the reason I tried to tell them to begin with....... It's a motility issue and the paralysis in parts of my bowel. My GI guy from IU is wonderful. The guy who wouldn't listen to me, I weeded out a couple of months ago from Ball Memorial in Muncie....... NEVER EVER go there! They are a disgrace to IU! When I saw GI guy there, he spent ten minutes with me, didn't even examine me and did nothing. That's why I found my new guy at IU. My GI Doc from IU is going to order more tests to see where exactly the motility issues are and go from there. I'm not a doctor and am humble, would never claim to know it all but I know my body and after all the crap I've been through over the last 20 years, I have learned a LOT! Through this whole process, I have weeded out 4 Doctors and have an amazing team now, so that's all that matters! It's just hard not to be mad after months of not being listened to when all along I was right 🤬😤🙄

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